So lately I've been having trouble in school, currently in 11th. I feel like I've lost my motivation to do good and excel in my studies, as well as be at the top. There used to be a time when I would be the best, or one of, in my classes, but lately I've been dropping down (by lately I mean since grade 9).
In 8th, I passed with grades above 93 in everything (except french, 88 in that, and band). In grade 9, I dropped my grades quite a bit, don't know why. Went from a 95 in math to a 82 (honours classes). First B I got, ever. Dropped in science from a 97 to a 86. Got A's in everything with the exception of Math. Picked up the pace in grade 10, kinda. Got back up to a A in Math10 Honours with 88. English, 88. Languages, 87. Got A's in everything however... except Planning10. Wth right? Fast forward to grade 11, and I just finished my first sem. Finished with 4 B's though (all around 84 or 85), 1 A (In Math11 Honours, above 90%). Second semester starts soon, and just lately I've been looking back at my high school 'career', and I've realized how much I've been ****ing up.
I still have another semester and a whole other year left at my school, and I know I can do better with my grades and such. I really want to get into a great university, get scholarships (engineering or going towards a doctor), but I'm so lost. I feel so bad at doing bad for the past while that I can't seem to pick myself up and start doing great again. I've been looking for some motivation or help/suggestions on how to get back to what I'm used to, but I can't seem to find any. PS: I want to get back to the 4.0 GPA, gonna re-do some of those courses that I got a B in.
Anyone willing to help a lost person with potential out here? In need of motivation to get my sh*t together. Thanks.
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